The Life of a Vietnam War Non-Commissioned Translator
Profilers: Eric He, Kester Chen
I volunteered to join the English language classes of the armed forces. Better than handling the gun against my people. Under that kind of revolution, more or less, I felt under North or South, if we were armed, that we have no choice but to go out to the combat field. Either you kill or you get killed. So that kind of conflict, I not really like. So I joined the language school to be an interpreter in 1964. I was sent down to the Delphi [Delta] first with the 7th Division and then the 9th Division headquarters, located at the time in Bac Lieu province. I stayed there for a couple of weeks, and then they sent me down further south in Vietnam in Ca Mau City until 1975.
The translator in U.S. has many plans. One in army, just specializes on the army unit, the other social, and the other development. Different kind of branches. I can do everything. I have a lot of chances to work with U.S. advisors. They specialized on culture, constructions, buildings, everything. I have to learn every step of life. I have to field-by-field, a lot of people. I’m qualified for my job. I’m proud to say that. I’m a non-commissioned officer working with them. I’m not involved in any side. I’m a third party. Either side, whether good or bad, I had to do my job.
A Typical Day
I am more or less directly involved with the U.S. and South Vietnam guerilla local forces, regional forces. Most of the time, I’m going out with the ground troops, either on the ground or flying with U.S. army advisers to command and control all the ally troops on the ground to fasten combat with the Communist in the south – either on the riverside or jungle or by the sea. In Ca Mau peninsula [in southern Vietnam], we are surrounded by the jungle, the sea. We had a lot of difficulty with running any kind of operation because that damn jungle was camouflaged by trees. Sometimes we have to use high power with the help of U.S. armed forces, either by air or by ground. Still, it was not really clear because [the enemy was] well hidden under the sea. They were well-covered by trees or the ditches in the jungle. Even if we have all kinds of means – like the navy forces had all the kinds of means to run operations down there – the frocks [officers who wear the insignia of the next grade prior to the promotion], the Navy Seal, these Special Forces. We tried with our best, but not completely solved. At night time especially, down there the local unit cooperate with the guerilla. Usually appeared at night to snipe on guerilla. Local forces kept the outpost well-protected. But sometimes a platoon might not be able to defend or keep their hamlet well-protected. Most of the time, it’s easy for the Viet Cong guerilla to overrun the outpost. By that time, we are calling the four regional headquarters to send more air and troops to support the local popular forces. By the time we arrive, it’s too late. We’re not able to arrive the casualties from both sides because upon daybreak, everything was gone. The outpost was completely destroyed. The soldiers from either side just disappeared. They don’t want us to identify the casualties. In the war, everyone – ally or enemy – don’t leave bodies killed on the field for casualties. We are always reluctant – whatever the counts for casualties – they will certainly know how much we lost, and in return same with them, though.
I particularly recognize the Tet offensive. The Viet Cong attacked one of the cities in Vietnam. By that time, I had joined the army for four years. I had a chance to return to my hometown to visit my mother, who was so old and sick. My town was attacked by [the Viet Cong]. Most of the villages bordering the capital city were taken over. Even the battlefields, the air fields in the city – they took over part of it and the war down there was all terrible. One day, we got up – all over the area were guns. The Communist guerilla as well as the regional forces from all over the country in our city – they took almost a couple of weeks to re-take the city. Not a single city but a lot of cities were overrun or attacked by the Communists. They killed a lot of people, regardless of civilians or soldiers, armed or not, because they just got in the city, picked up the young people, the well-trusted people – shot them down! All over the city. It’s all terrible. My family had to move over to hide from [the Viet Cong] in the Catholic Cathedral. From there, they tried their best to return to my unit in Ca Mau. Ca Mau was the same at that time. They took the air fields and bordering outposts around the city. They burned all the houses, they tried to scare the people. They made a lot of damage there too. I’m lucky that I had a chance to ride an American medical supply to Ca Mau. At the moment, a lot of people are talking about war atrocities or the dead in Cambodia [reference could be to the Khmer Rouge's ruthless rise to power or the "secret bombing" of the United States on neutral Cambodia]. In any war, when we’re talking about atrocities, they’re killing the people regardless of old, young, woman or man. In a big, big hole, with bulldozers to help evacuate and refill by dirt. There’s so many, many. Even a thousand people were buried down there. That’s sorry about the war.
Most of the time, when we flew the command and control helicopter, commanded by the commander chief of the U.S. and the army of Vietnam – including myself, as interpreter as both of them. The strategies were a lot because you’re not able to identify clearly who is wrong or who is right on the ground. We flew a thousand feet above. How can we say that the guy on the boat is with a gun shooting helicopter or a farmer or civilian? Who knows?
Another strategy … an outpost is on one side of the river. On the other side of the river is the jungle with Communist guerilla. They go back and forth to harass the civilians. Crossfire in between them. Who knows who’s causing the fire? The next day, we are going down to conduct an investigation. Who is going to tell the truth? A lot of people say, ‘I am true.’ Either one of them can’t say exactly this guy is right, this guy is wrong, no. What kind of conflict? Just like two boys fighting each other.
How do you Reflect on the War?
Either side died for nothing. The war didn’t exist. Experience is warless because as soon as possession … either me or you, we keep saying, “This is mine.” And you keep saying, “this is yours.” The possession. That may solve any problem if we still have the political ideology in between the Communist, the nationalists or neutral. Except on idea. What do you know? What’s your experience? What you understand about. Or the ideology. I want to kill you because of my life. It never solved the problem. That kind of, “Kill or get killed.” That’s it. That’s why I didn’t want to join the army. Once you join the army … they give you a gun and you have to go and walk on the field. You open arms or you get killed, otherwise. We have no choice. It’s just like two children. You give them a knife, “Oh my god.”
Life After the War
They [Vietnamese officers] have to research me, do research people around me. Ninety-nine people say I’m a good guy. I’m not a harassing any people, I live a good life. They call me up and have a talk with me about relations between the US and myself. They said I know a lot of things. I said, ‘No. I do the job of an interpreter, that’s all.’ A lot of North Vietnamese army hired officer said, ‘That’s a good guy. He did a good job, that’s it.’ “